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RIP Jacson

Sõitsin rattaga ringi natuke ning nautisin ilma. Mulle ei meeldi kiirelt sõita, sõidan hästi aeglaselt ning lihtsalt.. vaatan maailma, mõtlen.. vahest ei mõtle. Täna oli ilus päike/on siiani. Kesklinnas kohtasin vana trennikaaslast, rääkisime juttu. Tal on viimane koolikell või mis üritus see on, peale mida enam kooli ei minna vaid õpitakse ainult eksamiteks. Tutipäev? midagi sellist. Rääkisime maratonist ja kuidas tal läks seal jne. Sõitis 1000 sisse nii, et päris kõva tulemus ikka, ise oli enne veel haige ka olnud. Ta vend sõitis lühikesel maal end teiseks. Polegi kindel, kas alaealised tohivad sõita pikka distantsi või ei. Suusatamisest räägin kusjuures. Kella viie aeg oli raekoja platsil päris palju inimesi. Sõitisn ujula konsumi juurde ja ostsin paki küpsiseid. Sõitsin tagasi purskkaevu juurde ning õgisin need ära. Tuli lihtsalt iseu Eesti küpsiste järgi, need kandilised, kõige tavalisemad. Kohe olid platsis ka muidugi varesed ning nurusid end osa. Ma kaks tükki viskasin sis kohe lendas kolmas vares juurde. Siis ütlesin, et hui saate rohkem.. nad vahtisid minu juures päris kaua ning nii mõnigi kord vaatasin nendega tõtt. Lõpuks hakkas ta karjuma ka, et anna juurde. Ma jäin endale kindlaks ja siis hiljem tõmbas ta uttu. Ma olen juba nagu mingi vanamutt, kes toidab tuvisid ja elukaid saiapuruga ning käib lihtsalt pingi peal niisama istumas ja värsket õhku nautimas.

Mis kõige naljakam: ma tahan olla ning istuda just kõige rahvarohkemates kohtades. Mulle meeldivad sellised kohad, on tunda, et elu käib. Samas, ma ei julgenud jälle peaaegu kellelegi silma vaadata. Võib-olla on mul viimased päevad olnud nii suur stress sellega, sest ma mõtlen kogu aeg. ma ei julge, ma ei julge, ma ei julge. Ning läbi selle sisendagi kogu aeg endale seda.

Proovin nii, et sel hetkel kui vaatan lülitan kõik tagajärje osad ajus välja ning ainult lasen eksisteerida väljamineval osal :D Haha, jep.. ma olen fcking küborg, suudan ise enda aju käsutada.

Oke, ma nüüd naeran natuke aega enda idiootsuse üle :D hahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaaaaa

Korras.